wooopie! i'm under house arrest for the next 10 days. haha.
now that i have the decree, it's going to be the universal excuse to reject dates with people whom i don't want to meet. on the sensible side, guess i shouldnt make my mum worry anyway. my common tests are over -phew- so i can spend all my time on my computer.

my rgs junior didn't make it thru the appeals. she was so upset she was almost going to break down... i didn't know what to do because i wasn't her. i dont know how it feels like to be showered with false hopes and get rejected in the end. i don't know how it feels like to go thru the if i-would-have-done-this-if-not-for-this-and-when everything-has-happened-it-would-already-be-too-late feeling. how i wish i knew how to help her.

then another problem. ivy's boyfriend met some trouble with the bookies and now he's on the run, with a debt of $50,000. he needs to raise at least 6000 for now and xiaojun just lent her $2500. how the hell is her boyfriend going to return her that sum? jun's not rich at all. i felt useless. i don't know how to help ivy. i don't know how to help jun. i wished i could lend her money but i don't have any. moreover, she transferred the money straight into her boyfriend's account, not ivy's. somehow i don't have a very good feeling about this whole thing but jun's just being her admirable self once again.

Life is not about getting what you want but making the best out of what you already have.
make sense?