was at suntec today and i was suffering from bad flu.
there i see her pens being given away one after another... no doubt there was jealousy. and i hate myself for that. i want to get away from such feelings so the only way is to cut myself away from it.
doing alone is FINE. but i'll miss her company alot.
i'll then be a loner. anti-social. competitive. and i'll have to face misery or even joy alone.
which is better?
i think i've yet to attain inner peace within myself.

anyway i got my partner a present. it's her bday this saturday.
now all i wish is to get well.
well enuff to work.