i think i have to be prepared to the day i won't see my junior in hall anymore. It hits my morale so hard. If the other junior leaves, my spirits will be crumbled. If my opposite neighbour leaves then i would rather spend loneliness on the bus on the way home than through the night. It's not a funny post. Emotional complexities are always the worst hit. Even now my closer neighbour has a new found love and always spending time in his room, its one less talk-mate for me. who says hall is fun. 1 size does not fit all. anyway i'm experiencing the irking, touchy, irritable feeling whenever this particular guy talks to me. be it paranoid, i'm just so turned off by whatever he does or says. I need some time away from him.

I should blog about happier things like... erm... well... maybe u'll see a happier entry the next time.