i think i really need to get out of this diving infatuation. more like addiction. every time i come online, i look up for diving updates, think of where to go next, what course would be the best... i need to get out of this quick... maybe some morhphine would be good... something to force me to focus on studying!!!　CRAP! do u know, from this day onwards, its only 47 more days to exam? Stop thinking about diving in the mediterranean sea, or icy cold english waters or a nice tropical sunny pulau redang (xia ri mo mo cha inspired)... i need to stop thinking of picking up a new language... like my brother who's good in korean now but sucked in mandarin... its the same for me sia. why do i bother so much. Right now i need to overcome the after effects of diving... i feel my body rocking and the table in front of my swaying from side to side, and oscillating up and down... my head's spinning and i can't sleep... my stomach is full of seawater and my jaws are hurting too... tmr's dive will be good. i'm sure. pretty sure.

Some extra info for the just qualified divers: today hantu had a viz of 4m!!! i saw corals, purple, blue brown.... and a nice fish... and a crab... and sea urchin... and this shy sea creature... which hides back into its home when i touch it... the underwater world is just so... fascinating... ARGH STOP IT RIGHT NOW.