taking a break from studying... so late le, and i'm not even halfway thru. stupid module got so much things. must learn from sanitary system to air-con system to electrical systems. whoa, but i tell u, i can name all the funny funny things is ur home le. u know, when ur house trip, then u must go to the little box at the corner of the room to press the switch... the box is called "consumer unit" and the switch is called a 'switchgear' or "miniature circuit breaker" to be exact. Okie, i hope i'm not boring u. but i realise the good thing about studying in hall, all my 'extra' notes are in my room!! like my beloved "dictionary of building" which helped me LOTS. only thing is that got no company. want to talk to people aso very apprehensive coz everyone busy mugging too. u know what could have been the solution? that is i should have taken my beloved dictionary to the library la u stupid toot hobbit!!! ARH. i can't believe i only tot of it like 2 min ago. jeez. anyway tmr 1pm is my last paper le... after that... i will stay at home n learn how to cook. yea. great idea. i'm going phone shopping too... winter clothing shopping... PC mic shopping... whoa. so many things to buy. relax, i'll be back home sooner than i think i will. well for the past week i've been mugging but alot of things are happening... like elections, fren's fren who is bravely battling cancer and... exams. but from this 'fren's fren', i learnt alot from her. just an any-other-day incident, i was lying on my bed thinking about her. it was 4am and i was contemplating whether i should sleep on or wake up to study (which i was supposed to). I didn't want to move my bum until i thought of her. Thought of how much determination she had to put forth to drag herself to the hospital, not to cry, not to give up, remain optimisstic despite knowing that God would call her home anytime, I felt i was a total weakling in comparison to her. I felt like a useless bum who couldn't lift my fat ass of the bed. Thinking of her and her fighting spirit makes me want to live my life better and not waste my time on earth. Yea, I don't know why she's just an ordinary ger but having to lead such a difficult life. She's in a better condition now and i feel so relieved for her. Hope she gets better. I must bring more joy to people, esp my parents... aiyo, for the past 21 yrs arh, i never really done much for them. then now, i'm beginning to miss them already... and also when i fly away from home... far far away...won't see them for damn long...my bro aso... and also my frens lah... ( i know i'm been pretty temperamental these days, its obvious larh i know...i apologise if i keep showing black face or sound provocative over the phone. SORRY!!! =[ ).
Yup, and so i have another 10 more hours to study. this 10 hours will pass real soon, so i must not regret.
just a little cartoon clip for all. ENJOY!!! =)

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