had seannie, herm n lapi over at my house last night... we were suppose to mug overnight, but i KOed near 5am. last to sleep and first to wake up. but the winner went to sean for being the most motivated mugger in the house. lapi won the nuaest award ( as herm says "so quiet, sure must be KO already") most of the time, besides some jap mumbling, it was quiet. anyway, herm won the accident prone award for knocking her knee under my table and spilling icecream on MY shirt. as for me, i won the worst instant noodles cooker award.

well, felt a little under accomplished... that i couldn't even cook a decent instant noodles. i don't know why, but it hit on me a little too hard... not the cooking part... but just that... it seemed like my life was back to emptiness again... like... i'm just another 'wei bu zu dao' person on this earth and that i'm no one great - got to be humble and stop preaching about life sometimes.

well, i'll cook on low fire next time, i promise!

Sometimes i don't ever understand how these 3 girls can tolerate my nonsense. don't u guys ever get irritated at my senseless comments and sometimes when i make a joke out of somebody? just to create laughter, but awkwardness for the other? or when i frown, when i speak? or when i just get uncontrollably loud? or when i keep insisting that i want my way?

zhen shi de. how can i ever lose frens like u guys. honestly i feel like hugging u guys all the time because i appreciate all of u, but well, i'll just make my point here, we'll leave the hugs to some time later. i'll miss iris' ntu stories and never ending money spending sessions. i'll miss violet's pillow fightings and her hilarious laughters...(IT IS hilarious). and sean's bim bim ba la bim bam.

i'm getting a little emotional here, like... hah?? i'm going to china with u all and yet i'm here rambling away??? aiyo! how to go china like that???