sometimes results don't come instantly. it may take a month. or a semester. but definately not a week. i'm glad i didn't succeed because i don't want to know that success can come that easily. I don't want to be deluded by an oncoming fictitious reality. i'm born to acheive something. what that is, i've yet to know.

watched Am�lie. This French movie starring this really cute actress, Audrey Tautou. i thought the show would be about a weird girl leading a weird life coz she looks really weird. and i wasn't wrong. except that she had shown true heroism --- putting others before herself. Quite hilarious! strongly recommended to anyone who needs inspiration.

Then went on to watch Jap anime. Funny thing was that they were all speaking in cantonese. -penG!- But it was very pokemonish so i decided to stop watching after 3 episodes.

I had this sudden urge to listen to Leslie Cheung's songs. i felt that i missed him. what a pity he's gone.

oh my GOd u wouldn't believe what happened!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just as i was typing the above sentence, Leslie Cheung's song "zhui" starting playing on my speaker!! i didn't believe my ears at first until i put my ear right next to the speaker. i didn't even press play or anything and it just played. wow. i wouldn't believe it's the replay function in Kazaa coz it doesn't even have that.

Is he like standing beside me right now??? -faint-