lucky i haven't died from cheerleading.
okie i shouldn't even start this morbid topic at such a time.

my leg muscles are pulled. one sprained her ankle. one sprained his wrist. one fell flat on her back so badly that she couldn't move at all. and jon, who couldn't take our weight, collasped while both of us were still on the top and all came crashing down on the ground. he couldn't move coz he injured his back badly and has to be sent to the hospital. Shaz and i couldn't take that sight any longer. cheerleading means so much to the both of us ( plus licheng) that we finally broke down in tears.

luckily i don't know her personally otherwise it would have been a double blow to me. i'm sorry i couldn't be there in time but maybe all these has happened for a reason. That miracle didn't work. fowarded SMSes really don't work at all.

6th HR - pls learn to work together. 4 of u can't do much. u need 6.
I'm really very tired. it's only a few more days but i think i'm already starting to give up... pls put an end to all these. i really can't take the pressure anymore. furthermore seeing the future of the 6th HR makes me worried. people not liking each other, can't tolerate another and talking behind their backs. u guys are doing nothing but destroying the house's future. grow up guys. we're too old to take all these.

I have to write a report on what happened today. It's just a few more hours and such things have to happen. at least i have a valid reason to be upset because our dream of becoming the best cheerleading house has been crushed within a few moments. i hope no one comes up to tell me " being the best is not about winning" kind of crap. i know that logic but no one knows how me and shaz felt at that moment.

but i guess i'm over it already. i still have to be strong and not to give up too easily.

Jon, u too have to be strong. the air rifle team needs u too. gosh. i'm starting to cry again.