my life is filled with house house and house. all these house matters are driving me mad. how i wish i can be relieved from ALL my duties and concerntrate on what's more important.

zhuxiu did well in her band performance. She could do it because she knew that i believed in her. One's greatest strength only reveals when she knows that someone out there believes in her and hopes with her. They got a gold and a place in the finals. I have never felt such a great satisfaction as a friend before.

Table tennis lost by 3 points. after 5 consecutive years of being in the top spot, they had a taste of losing by such a narrow margin. I nearly cried for them. they worked and hoped so hard. and i'm losing my voice as well.
they have really good players. in my heart they are the best. =)

nationals are coming. the pressure on me is increasing. we are expected to get gold as well. SIGH.
i know i shouldn't be sighing becoz i should feel motivated... but i'm just not looking forward to failing all my tests again. mr lee's expectation just grows infinately as the days approach the nationals. oh well. hope there's a half day tmr.

i should get going. i've been so tired i don't have the energy to think about anyone anymore.