feeling much better today though this morning was horrible.
all the house reps were like so concerned but i couldn't say anything but just tell them that i didn't sleep well last night.

i tried to sleep last night but the moment i closed my eyes i saw juz crashing right into me. so i got a shock and i sat on my bed with my heart pounding hard.
please don't scare me again!

saw the Newpaper today. i was distracted by it and i was furious that they actually published someone else's blog on the papers.
anyway they said that having a blog allows people to express out their feelings so that they won't have to pent up everything.
what is this society turning into? it's driving so many people into their own graves (yah. literary.).

my appetite's getting better. at least i'm starting to eat junk food again.

there was a point in time i thought i desperately needed counselling.
i don't know if i will still need it or not. i'm still rather traumatised and still upset at myself.
i burnt a letter for u today. Nic said that u would come back after 1 week is that right?
hope u receive my letter in time...
i really missed ur singings. i was at KAP today and i was wishing i could somehow bump into u again. but that's not possible anymore.

tired. there's half day AGAIN tmr. yiippEe!!