why is it that somtimes you don't reap what u sow?
i've tried my best, still, i get the same old freaking grade. the whole of rifle 1st team failed maths and to think i could pass everything.
people say life is not just about studies. yeah i believe in that too but why can't God just give me a chance to redeem myself.
you know what, i'm starting to believe that true frens appear just when u need them. Shaz... i really don't know how to get thru another 5 months of JC life without u.

"...they don't get to do stuff that you do."
i'm counting my blessings but i don't want to push my luck too far either. thanks guys for appearing just when i needed someone.

anyway we made it into the finals. =)
i think i was a little too straightfoward with my teammates but i just couldn't keep everything bottled up anymore. It was one of the rarest time we had a team talk. it was just so appropriate i think i had gotten my point across nicely.
Although the 4 of us aren't exactly very close at least i felt that my efforts to bring the 4 of us together wasn't very much wasted.

Camp was quite boring (as compared to the very 1st one).
anyway, me and nic kept talking.
yeah, you're 'open' and i'm 'close'.
it takes 2 opposites to get along well though. i think u make me understand myself better.

been offered an intern job for after my As. should i or should i not?
shall think about it when time comes.