my vitality is slowly fading into nothingness. i've become tired, shagged and stoney. got to organise new yr's eve party for the hse reps, at the same time, sacrificing time with sqms. i rem last yr when i needed sqms none were able to make it. so i spend some time alone looking at the stars in the middle of nowhere. so this time, there's going to be a gathering and i chose otherwise this time. it's going to be the last few times i'm going to see the guys before the leave for NS. and for the past few outings, our feelings has been made clear by what we do and not do for each other. i've not done my part so i have no rights or in any position to express any hurt or jealously. there might not even be any at all as i may confuse them with possessivness or that i think too highly of myself.
anyway i queued up to get the free LOTR posters. yeah! so happy. =) then watched scary movie 3. then met up with who who who and who. sigh. see my laziness? Gregorian chants is making me sleepy.