went to see liana off today. she's gone back indo. can still remember the expression she gave me before we hugged goodbye. now listening to this melancholic music. makes me even more sad. won't see her till march next year. i'm already beginning to miss her. feel like calling her now but she's miles away. oh well.
christ n jill came over to have dinner. chatted awhile and left.

damn the music is really making me miss her more. =(

i still have one more JB trip to look foward to. more KTV and new hair. yesterday went shaz house and watch Kill Bill. it was violent but the vcd was pirated so we didn't see the most out of it. went to meet sean and zhu. and saw people like rain, xwei, chelsea, brynner and some others.
christmas have always given me a weird feeling. i see lots of people with bf/gf out of a sudden. teenagers learning to smoke, hang out, go clubbing, doing nothing. maybe it's because i feel lost all of a sudden. it's the holidays! why am i feeling so down???

thought my uncle would come to take me to US. haiz. no leh. he just took us out for a seafood dinner. the thoughts of having to work my guts out for yc starting from tmr makes me feel damn sianz. faster start, faster get on with life. faster get money, faster slack.