Yup...someone noticed that i haven't been blogging for the past few days... so fast miss me ar ?!
ya to be honest... i've been too tired to blog about anything... exceot today. coz u know what? i managed to escape from work at 7.45pm when it's suppose to end at 9.30pm...
aiyah coz my mum ar... sounded quite disappointed that no one's celebrating Mother's day for her... so don't care lah. i asked Lam to excuse me lor.
sigh. it means that i'll have to make up for all the sick leave that i took.
on saturday was a horrible day for me. Lam and i took unfresh oysters ( we both eat ALOT of seafood) and Lam puked while i was struggling with a churning stomach. but somehow people on that particular Saturday were extremely generous and i managed to seel 4 CDs in the first 20 minutes! quite good right?

so anyway today i was a Parco again.
this black lady said that my pitch was horrible and sickening and she will donate only if i keep quiet.
wtf la. she only donated 1 buck plus and still had the cheek to say that. the world would be in peace if she was the one who shuts her mouth up.
curse her to be a mute in her next life!!!!! i mean... at least u could give some encouragement and ask me to drink honey water or something right. to hell with ur pathetic donation lah. there's no reason for me to put up with ur sacarstic remarks u stuck up bitch.

u see? life is not about the money you make, but the people u meet.

yesterday i had this erm... what u call...something like monologue... the term we used from julius ceasar... when anthony talked to himself... SOLILOQUY!!! hahahahah... to think i still remember crap words like that.
yup. i was talking to myself about the experience i had in East Timor....
I remembered the kids running all around the road barefooted but they had never frowned about their living conditions. they were indeed happy, not because of their sloppy and unclean living conditions, but that they had friends who were also going thru same life experiences and would always be around to support one another.
they had little material needs but they were filled with happiness and joy and little worries because they feel safe with one another around.
so today, i was thinking... what's the point in chionging so hard to earn when i don't even have the time for myself and my parents? i couldn't even ask my mum out for a simple meal and that made me so upset the entire afternoon and the thoughts of working just dissolved. but then, i still have to be answerable to Lam for my own actions at the end of the day, so my wonderful colleagues came to comfort me and we started again after 60 minutes of chit-chat session.

alright so much for today. i'm seriously getting worn out by this whole vacation job. and it's going to last me thru my university years. i really don't want to but poor serene. no one's going to help her if we don't.

anyway i'll probably be away on the 10th July and won't be back till 6th September.
i'll miss matriculation, orientation and 5 weeks for lessons. heh heh.