Yesterday was hmmmm... although it was unproductive, but i was very happy. For the first time in my NUS life, i actually had a group of people in NUS i could look forward to meet. okie okie, i dun wanna sound so moody, it's supposed to be an entry on a very-happy-note. so i'm glad my life is turning out that way. i'm glad i didn't join rag coz somehow or another, i just dun like the people from my faculty committee. and that i didn't join what sports comm what biz comm... although i was so tempted to, so many what-ifs... but no matter what route of life i take, i will definitely enjoy it. If i had join them, i would probably go like, " lucky i dropped out of club Ex." but to think of it, i think i'm much better off than any of them in my faculty committee.

okie, i studied till 2am last night and i'm in my brother's room. Haiz... i wanna stay in PGP, but it's so expensive! it's so much burden for my parents although i know it very well that they can afford it. Coz i've been spending and spending. everytime i earn a little something, i would already have spent it away before i can even save... driving, phone bills, return debt... Financial accounting!!!! I dun want just to lessen my expenses, I want POSITIVE NET INCOME. i.e. NOT money in my bank decreasing at a decreasing rate, but money increasing at an increasing rate!!! oh man, that would mean i would have to starve myself on all personal fulfilment, will that mean i will have to start being... vegetarian??!?!?!? NOOOOOOO!!!!!

I am a big carnivore. this is not directed to anyone it particular la, but come to think of it, eating meat is really a pleasure. and that sounds so totally evil. oh well, u know why the Earth is round? because we all live for a purpose. can u imagine the world being dominated by chickens? humans are here as part of the food chain. hence, everything just goes in a perfect cycle. hence, explaning why there isn't any corners in the world. okie, this could go on and on. i should bloody well just shut up.

Okie, it's 1130 already, i should get going.