i so wanted to leave but i couldn't.
i so wanted to tell them but i couldn't
i so needed to talk to someone but i didn't know how.

Shuyan's back. i'm so glad you are back.
come and sleep over at my house someday okie? can call ruo n geo along too... but i doubt can.

the card game revealed our true inner self. it revealed mine too.
just how a simple card game could give ourselves away. i felt so useless.

anyway shot 345 today. i thought i would be the lousiest, little did i know there was a general drop among all of us. quite glad. maybe we'll all improve together next week...don't give up!

okie not in the mood to blog. never felt so dejected over such things before.