oh man.
i dreamt that Juz smsed me to tell me to go visit her at her house.
twice i think.
then i replied back, so she msged back too.
then i called her but i couldn't reach her.
If she was gone, how could she even msg me? Does heaven permit the use of handphones? haha corny.
anyway it was just a dream. i managed to sms her although i didn't get to see her.
half of me wished that is was happening in real life. the other half of me will just freak out.
it seemed to me that she isn't dead. she's still around, it's just that she's leading her own life somewhere. maybe i'll see her in my dreams again, then maybe i can ask her why she decided to leave.

wo yao yi bu yi bu wang shang pa
deng dai yang guang qing qing kan zhe ta de lian
xiao xiao de tian you da da de meng xiang
zhong zhong de ke gua zhe qing qing de yang wang
wo yao yi bu yi bu wang shang pa
zai zui gao dian cheng zhe ye pian wang qian fei
ren feng chui gan liu guo de lei he han
zong you yi tian wo you shu yu wo de tian

just msged jerric. although i just got to know him, i know he won't be just a fren who comes and goes out of my life with a snap of the fingers.