i spoke to the girl in paris. after talking to her, there was mixed tinges of melancholy, nostalgia and at the same time, some restfulness, with an increased impact with the song accompaniment of Sun Ho's gu dan lu xing ( Travelling with loneliness). it's like i dunno if this feeling comes from missing the paris girl or missing Paris, the captial of France. (Haha! okie lah, both lah!!! but definately not paris hilton.) i tell u, the french can be TOTALLY amazing, otherwise some really suck to the core. but i haven't met any yet, so i still love France. They are extremely hospitable, and they will sit down and talk to u, understand more about u and make u feel so at home. nice~~~~~~ =)

sigh actually i wrote 2 long paragraphs of stuff. but i decided to delete everything. somehow i can see a Ray of Hope........ there's no turning back now. it's tough, but we'll go thru it together. it'll be worth all the effort, we all know it!!! no matter who attempts to bring us down, the fittest always survives!!!! and the fittest are not those with big balls and boobs but those who believe in the beauty of their dreams... (courtesy of esther's morning sms)

I NEED MORE GUYS ON THE BANGLADESH TRIP!!!!! *heh heh*