Hiding after 1 month

I'm still hiding in a cubicle

Dripping tears all over my feet.

14 days of grief has been extended involuntarily.

The thoughts of your text "I've changed." Just made my world crumble in an instance.

Why couldn't I have been there for you.

You, for one, are definitely not a patient person and it took me so long to get present to it. Including your yearn for love, impatient to just get the deal done.

Next time u ask me out. It's a "no". Like how you had said "no" to me the first time when I was in Chijmes texting you and that lured me to your heart.

"No" is powerful. I have to learn to say "no".