the gruelling fundraising days are finally over.
the bad thing is i have to face my boss in the office and i really don't know what is on his mind.
first he can be very nice to you. if he finds a fault in u he will suddenly turn his back on you and be extremely cold towards u.
it's terrifying to call him or talk to him becoz his reaction is very unpredictable.
it was suppose to be a happy day but he spoiled it all.
it's okie, i tell myself, for he is a sick man and knows not what he is doing. but i cannot deny the fact that he is extremely conscious of what he does.

anyway enough about my boss.
the people ard me are getting involved in love matters.
we have known each other for about 9 yrs and we face new problems. maybe we are growing up too fast.

anyway i'm still attached to yc and forever yc cannot leave me.
sigh.
tell me is this a sick decision. i'm only sticking to it coz i'm indebted to it.
and i cannot detach myself from it.
i feel trapped and being taken captive.
it's not that i don't want to learn but really, i need some breathing space.