Seriously i don't know what to blog.
maybe coz i've lost the mood to blog.

i'm going out with guys i barely know for a week.
i'm wasting my precious free msgs on people who just msgs me over the most trivial things.
i think i'm just sick of living.
i think it's just tiring to get to know a brand new person from scratch.
It would be much easier if i had known their frens.
At least there's something in common.

don't you feel tiring too when i have no idea how i can connect to your life.
provided you realise it.
if you don't, i really don't know where i can find the energy to discover anything else about you.

nevertheless, i'm really looking forward to a KL with some old frens. peaceful and quiet and no more smses like "free to go out for a movie?" or obvious hints that u want to go out with me.

alright i had enough. start from your frens first.
tmr will be the last date with you.