argh i feel like crap. SO CRAP.

I should be happy. because i went out with the person i'm comfortable with, ate sushi buffet at suntec, played arcade, went Paya Lebar to see Hari Raya light ups and bought myself a bag.
I don't feel excited anymore.
But it's rather interesting that salesgirls will always ask me " he your boyfriend ar?" whether he's my brother, just a friend or my dog.

oh yah!
once i was with bing at Beach Road on valentine's day (together with other HRs), celebrating singlehood and my lonely birthday.
it was late at night and we decided to take a cab home. It was near Geylang u see, and seems that we were together and that we just had sex. ( HALLO, we were still in nj uniform and i was carrying this big Pooh Bear soft toy.)

Cabbie : So late ar?
Me: Yah, Choa Chu Kang pls.
Cabbie : (in chinese) Next time ar, don't go to hotels around here. (referring to the ones along Geylang Road)
Me and bing: -dieows-
Cabbie : Sometimes ar, the bed sheets, they don't change one! you lift up, you can still feel sticky sticky one. very dirty! Want to go, go to those 4 or 5 star one!!!

hahahaa.. so embarassing! like he think both of us went to kai1 fang2 on a romantic valentine's in uniform. and i was so super paiseh.
No wonder some cabbies get complains that they talk too long. and too much.
But seriously, where was his IQ?

Okie, that's besides the point.
I think i know why i'm in such a bad mood. I think it's VL. it's so amazing how much a person can put in so much dedication into his work. but sometimes i really get so put off. tmr, i have to retake some photo shoots. with the big white gardenia box again. =/

And sometimes waiting too long puts me off. Our relationship is degenerating to platonic status. He's more like a little brother to me now. someone who will come to my rescue when i'm in trouble, but not someone whom i can share my burdens with. Maybe i haven't seen this side of him yet, but i think i've seen enough. In order to prove myself wrong, i'll let his absence do the job.

What about you miss xie?
all the best for ur exams!