Friday, October 29, 2004

the usual stuff i do in school. Wake up late, go for half a lecture, and study till 10pm. Been eating dinner all by myself('m such a loner!) , and i find myself being just a shallow nut. No more publicity please. no more press interviews, no more dinner with big shots. I find myself too ignorant to be in such situations. When i find myself sitting in the middle of 2 arts students rattling on and on about the government, i wish i could just stand up and walk away. So fun, the person who was interviewing us is from CNA, the woman behind all the current affairs programs. She had short hair, dressed like a man, armed with a thick file and came with intelligent knowledge. She was very positive, and hid her frustrations well. And would probably type her exasperation down in a discrete and poetic manner in her blog, so that no one can send her to court. It's great having made one more new friend. But he smokes! everybody around me smokes. The smell puts me off. I wouldn't mind if it was the turkish pipe. I tried that in Germany, it was liquid tabacco with apple scent, so the smell was alluring and definitely tempting. Let me tell you what it feels like to smoke : the taste of the apple goes right to the back of your tongue, tabacco engulfs your mind and brings it to a sub-conscious state. A little euphoria, a little tipsy... (i don't know what other words i can use) erm... like the whole world belongs to u and finally, u get to enjoy being yourself. and suddenly i had the craving to smoke again. damn the smokers around me! oh yah speaking of Germany, my fren emailed me!!! and i miss german hotdogs with lots and lots of onions!!!! AhaAHhhh -salivating- And shaoli ( the china girl whom i met in france) called me!!! She's in singapore and she wants to visit me! =) I was so happy to hear her voice. back in france, i had to translate practically EVERYTHING to chinese for her. It was tiring for me, but i'm not sure if it was hard on her. But it really takes pain and effort to teach her the language she has never spoken. PRCs are such wonderbeings. It's amazing how some can get A1 for English during their Os. Just to end off my day, I didn't think of him so much, i think i'm going to like someone else if he doesn't do anything soon.

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