it's 7:02am and i'm still not done with my Law module. have not finished studying i mean. every since i knew my screwed up marks for my assignment, i too, screwed up the rest of my papers. tian1 li3 he2 chu4............

anyway i recalled something that happened quite recently. maybe tt's why blogs are an extremely dangerous weapon against yourself. first, people read. then people judge. then they screw your life upside down. blogs should never have been invented. i guess all these come subconsciously or have been seen as intentional attempts to assess what kind of person you are. I hope, i am not judged. this is not a plea but a thought. i have no courage to spell out my flaws, like i'm announcing to the world what a loser i may be sometimes. but then again, there didn't seem a need to. people STILL judge.

i just wanna say that people may have different opinions about me. but at least to the faithful readers of my blog. don't judge. even if you do, keep it to yourself. it hurts, REALLY hurts even when it's unintentional and seemingly harmless. I'm a happy person everyday always on the facade i keep smiling, but that doesn't mean i don't take certain things personally. talking about certain issues is just as good as planting a bullet in the knee when u hit the nail on the head. i am extremely conscious of what i do or what i don't do. so please,whether or not is from my blog or how i treat others, don't judge. hurtful words don't come from rumours but from you. smacked right into the face.

i was quite touched though. every little gestures makes a hugh difference to friendship.

i pray to God ( whichever is applicable) to shower blessings to these people for without them, i guess i have no idea how my uni life would be, hence, they've made a great impact in my life. when i regard someone as a friend, not just a "friend-friend", but a friend whom i know we can be there for each other, it does matters how you look at me. but i'm glad the situation was salvaged with a simple "are you ok?"

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