wow. i tot today was quite a breakthru in my life man. doing things i never thought i could manage to do. saying things i never thought i would never be able to say. i felt my whole body literally just shaking as i spoke. as it goes on, i didn't know what my hands should do, where my eyes should look, how my butt should sit, as i escape into my glass of water. nice one hobbit. i broke the promise i made to myself. muahahaha...in order to dream, u gotta sleep. wake up!!! time to do serious work. no more computer games. uninstall! switch off the computer! zip it and lock it up and throw it into the wardrobe! wait. i need my computer to do my work. damn.

anyways, today's walk from holland v was a long n interesting walk. about 1.5 hours, it was indeed quality time. i'm tired. damn tired. driving licence, where are u..........
drive me home man... drive me to my doorstep... drive me everywhere... muahahaha... no more reflections for today. whatever shit i face isn't shittier than kids starving, women getting raped, men being beheaded. wake up wake up and life your life well. First, a good sleep would be a great start though.