tell me what kind of lousy cousin i am. =(

went mt vernon today and wanted to see my cousin off her last journey.
but when i reached the place, it was swarmed with indians. then i realized there would be a cremation service for this indian man.
so i thought she hadn't arrived, so i went to the toilet.
then halfway, i heard cries, similar to those i heard at juz's service.
i rushed out to realized that the coffin wasn't there not becoz she hadn't arrive but becoz she had already been pushed into the furnace.
the small room was packed with all her friends and her direct family members. i couldn't even catch a glimpse of her and that was extremely regretful.
some of her frens cried, broke down and even fainted.
The atmosphere was worse than the last time. i felt extremely awful.

It was so sudden and her life was taken away for the least acceptable reason.
Maybe such things will happen to anyone of us.
She didn't have a chance to at least say goodbye.
Juz did. She couldn't.

May you rest in peace.

Anyway moving on to a less morbid topic. i watched turn left turn right juz now.
got the tix from queueing up on the " love bridge". haha..
anyway that show is rather exasperating and saw how cruelly fate had to tear them apart time and time again.
but still it had a nice ending. =)