Everyone should just grow up, and stop being obssessed with worldly affairs.
The earth is moving too fast to just stop your life and brood and cry over something you can't get. really. i hope i don't sound pissed, because, in fact, i am. But i think it's really selfish and insensitive of me to say such a thing because i cannot fully understand the intensity of her misery. just wait till one day... i find myself far away from what i want will i start ranting and lamenting on my blog.

anyway, ren wo ao you has ended, singapore idol is ending, and there's the Incredibles to look forward to. they can't last forever, and charity lines are getting more and more expensive. $8 bucks?!?! hallo! just who exactly are these charities targeting? the upper class citizens? then i you3 xin1 wu2 li4. everything is rising. Stress, prices, and my blood pressure. and everyone else starts to smoke right in front of me, giving no due respect at all, telling me crap like how smoking can reduce stress. i dun deny that smoking makes you float, but don't make cigarettes something you worship. it's only a tabacco stick goodness gracious me. GrrRRrr!!! -RUFFLES UP MY HAIR-

anyway, i realise how uninteresting interesting topics like architecture can be. My brother has overworked, and so have i. I've got a flu and my waist is telling me signs that i'm getting heavier and begging me to lift its pain. i can't help it. i'm the one in pain. I cannot give up now!! there are people out there laughing how a branded school girl could have ended up in nus' number 1 rubbish dump. well, my school is full of professionalism and drive. (i'm kidding myself.) aRgh what am i talking about.