these few days wasn't very good for me. I had acute mood swings and suffered from physical fatigue (ah, just an exaggeration, but true!). maybe it's just pure laziness as the exam draws nearer and nearer... i get more tired easily. Oh!! and i'm drinking coffee to keep myself awake! DARN! maybe i'm hooked onto caffine that's why.

Doing my architecture individual project now, and i'm determine to do it well. it's not that difficult, i just gotta put in some effort to think of what i should write for the report.
Anyway, i've been getting some media attention as well. It really wasn't alot but it was enough to wear me out and some refused to feature my story. and i realised i might have said some wrong things during those interviews, so lucky me. Sometimes i think we really don't deserve so much praise. it was really NOTHING la!!! but i can't possibly say that out. It's of no advantage to anyone.

Sometimes i really feel too tired just to give a call or send a simple message. I have to think of what to type. Nothing interesting, but not too blend either. Or the same messages over and over and over and over again. We are losing common topics because we are just too busy with our own lives. But i just want to say, i am still the same me! even though we do totally different things, hang out in a totally different environment, having a totally different background, I'm sure our relationship will improve. but i will only be able to see that if u can make me forget... that we belong to a different generation...