HORRIBLE HAPPENING DAY

now i know what's affecting my appetite--- my mood. I tried my usual stairs routine this morning, and almost got knocked out of my consciousness at the 13th floor. man.

and i just returned from another display of the extreme human state ---- a funeral wake. this time, it's a primary sch's fren's dad. i wasn't very upset or anything, just felt that it's such a pity he lost his life to heavy chain smoking. and indeed i was so awkward, coz we haven't really contacted each other because of some little misunderstanding a few years ago, not to mention, he's a guy... and looking thru my diary, i remembered why he made me rather upset at those times... but then again, nothing new, i was the one who refused to accept him. ( haha! "nothing new" wasn't intentional i swear!!!! oops anyway, but i'm not deleting what i typed.)okie back to serious topic, so ya, it wasn't a new encounter already, so i guess i'm fine with it. he looks okie to me, the type who will still get on with life strongly and boldly.

oh yah, from today onwards i'm going to boycott all tuition agency. WTH!@$#$%$#@^@!
There's this particular agency, i have not even paid a single cent to be a member with them, so by right, i have no legal contracts with them.

So this lady called me on a friday, sounding very happy, saying there's a lobang for me in clementi, and that i'm the best match for them. but i have to pay the tuition agency $45 through bank account before she can release the assignment to me. she also added, she will reserve the PRIMARY 1 kid for me, unless another one takes up this assignment. fair enough. so okie, i said i'll pay up asap if i want to take up this assignment. but hey, saturday, sunday... bank where got open??? and monday is my full day in school, 10am - 9pm....

so today she called me again, regarding the assignment. actually i was quite glad she really reserved it for me. but then again, NOTHING IS COMFIRMED UNTIL I PAY THE TUITION AGENCY, right? agree? anyway, i wouldn't be able to go and make the payment so soon, coz tuesday is my full day again. so i didn't think it was fair to other people, so...

ME: i think, i won't be able to take up this assignment larh, give other people, anyway these few days my schedule quite tight....

HER: huh?? you know what? u just made me very angry!

ME: i'm sorry about the delay but...

HER: we only want responsible people, but u are not being one!!! how can u give such an excuse? next time when u want to give tuition, can u tell the parent u have a tigh t schedule so u dun have to come?

ME: ...

HER: if it's like that, i'm going to have to put a note beside your name, and we are never going to call you again.

ME: what? how can? *lousy threat.*

HER: yah! we don't want irresponsible people like you!

ME: no need. i want to withdraw my application.

HER: okie! FINE!

ME: ok. - hangs up-

okie, i'm blacklisted. from this particular agency, just because i rejected an assignment which i have never taken up. I have not paid, means i have not accepted. which means, i am holding no responsibilty and who are u to lecture me about responsibility. remember, i study LAW.

Alright, my life's this happening. it's okie to be un-happening larh... it's within ur stride to take it as a compliment or an insult.