There's no reason for me to apologise. But i seek forgiveness. Some people around me have been giving me the extra attention anyone would have loved to have but i have failed to realise it. To the past and present, i admit when it comes to matters of the heart, i am indeed muddle-headed. I don't know what kind of person such a response makes me. Sometimes i'm cool about it even to the extent that i'm indifferent to it. It didn't matter whether it was within my knowledge that there was someone out there waiting for me. Preoccupation with work kept me away and the fear of being treated the way i treated the last shut me out of all relationships. When 2 people are together, nothing is impossible, the only impossibilities are ourselves. .... Ponder ponder ponder. Ponder about freedom and singlehood. It's a great thing.