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I present the winner in our hearts...


That's the closest i could get. It's super funny when fang zhong hua commented how her "curtain skirt" that flowed down the steps and had 层次感. haha. Well, it was great to see her performing live. and I really really wonder how she felt having to sing in front of 8000 people... It must have felt GREAT... and a DREAM THAT CAME TRUE... from a class joker to a schoolgirl stage performer to a superstar...

but she's really super 平凡... and suddenly hilarious memories from the past came back... and how i wish we could go back to the past again, you zai xian zai one... now life gets complicated, 毕业的毕业，做工的做工，唱歌的唱歌, superstar 的 superstar...

Let's celebrate!!! DeeeeeyAh! u conquered the WHOLE indoor stadium you know?? (okie, the red half of it at least). my god, i'm so proud to be you supporter and going crazy over u for once. hahaha.... okie, Good luck!!! Hope u get a HUGE recording contract!!!! and conquer China Taiwan Hongkong Japan Malaysia and sing English songs and make it BIG in USA. and i have to mention, i LOVE your jazz item.

Well i thought through this whole performance thingie, and saw her cry on stage... I think it's really the first time i see her with so much tears. Her face cringing and choking on her words... I think angels have really brought her this far and her ending speech was very 感人肺腑. They have answered her prayers and made her dream into reality. It's amazing how a person's life can be so extraordinary, how much courage it is to face the almost the whole country and get judged by so many people. I think it takes someone to know her personally to really appreciate her for who she is. But well, so many people know her now and suddenly people like me, who hasn't contacted her since ages ago, appear in her life all over again and she has to deal with all that. haha, well, i just miss ny days so much... and today i saw people whom i haven't seen for decades... like, um, shuhui!!! i think it's been 3 years!!! for such a long time, i hear your "hello kitty" voice for the first time in 3 years... i cannot describe enough, how nostalgic that feeling was... just fuzzily nice.

Special mention!!!

Xie xie IRIS!!! Sorry i disappeared for 8 months and but u still manage to find me. haha how did u do that anyway??? Well, thanks for everything 你真的是够朋友!!!! So glad to have a friend like you babe!!! =) WE MUST HANG OUT MORE OFTEN BEFORE WE GROW TOO OLD TO JUMP AROUND LIKE MAD CHAR BORS.

I tot i'm too old to 追偶像. haha, but diya really made both of us go mad throughout.